What I Want to LIve For
My relationship with God
My child care center dream
My children at work
My family
My friends
My self-worth even though I don’t have alot of it right now
My self- esteem whis is very low right now
My support network of people at church
Why I Have Little Will to Live Right Now
My relationship with my dad and how much pain I am right now
Job stress- Getting new children next week
Job stress- Being somewhat in charge while Rose is gone
I don’t have a lot of friends my own age
I would be able to avoid situations that are scary to me such as being around my mom’s large family
I would not have a disability anymore
I have no joy in my life right now
My life doesn’t seem to be going in a good direction right now
Things I Want to Talk to Dawn about and That I Could Use Some Prayer For Right Now
I have been stress eating when I am stress I eat junk and more food than I should which I know is not healthy but it is one of the ways I cope
Suicidal thoughts
Getting through the family reunion
How to deal with my dad and seeing him at church
I have been going to bed a lot earlier after work and just laying in my bed because I am so depressed
Having to maybe take my dad to court over some legal issues that we are dealing with right now
Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.
Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you’ve done.
Not because of what I’ve done,
But because of who you are.
Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I’m calling,
Lord, you catch me when I’m falling,
And you’ve told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you’ve done.
Not because of what I’ve done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I’m calling,
Lord, you catch me when I’m falling,
And you’ve told me who I am.
I am yours.
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you’ve done.
Not because of what I’ve done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I’m calling,
Lord, you catch me when I’m falling,
And you’ve told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
I am yours.
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am yours..
I am yours..
He will Never Let You Go
By Phillips Craig and Dean
You don’t have to say it
I can see it in your eyes
Though your heart is bruised
You hide the truth
Beneath a fine disguise
I’ve got something to tell you
Though it’s simple it’s said with love
Nothing new, still it’s as true
As it ever was
[chorus]
He’ll never let you go, oh no
That’s never been His way
When He said that He would love you
He was talking about for always
He’ll never let you go, no matter how low
You feel that you have fallen
His arms are longer still
And He wants you to know
He’ll never let you go
You trace through your failures
And good intentions left behind
And you wonder when you’ll fly again
You’ve lost the will to try
But there in your weakness
You will find the wings of the wind
Should you get scare, He’ll be there
Where He’s always been
[chorus]
And in the desert place where the heart can’t sing
When your faith is shaken
When you can’t face the morning
You’re not on your own
You’ll never walk alone
He’s got you safe beneath His wings, oh
[chorus]
A picture taken of me in January
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